So much to consider

God, I try my best to discern what is from you and what is from me.  I have a hard time not running from my fears and trying to solve my own problems.  I trust that you are good and that your plans for me are also good.  I trust that you are out there in my future doing what only you can.

With that said, I also know that you wired me the way that you did and that you have called me to be true to my calling and giftedness.  I also know that my responsibility is to provide for Cindy first.

Tuesday was hard.  Yesterday was harder.  Do not want to re-live either of those days...  I must learn from them and grow stronger today i preparation for what lies ahead tomorrow...whatever that may be... 

Thankful that you are already out there in tomorrow working things out...